The Bear's Confession

A poem a day keeps the faggot at bay…

2010-02-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

go u must
free u shall be
my ps3 kicks ass
like the south china sea
sleepless nights carried me away
to a land filled with hay
horses were not to be found
but plenty of whores around
fucked i did
and boy she licked
energy was drain
but pleasure was gained
surprised i was
went she took me to her house
clean as a whistle
shining like a star
only to find a boy there
i was in such dispair
tiss was her son
oh i fucked a mom
dont worry she said
he is gay in bed
my lungs cluntched for air
my eyes shutter with glair

the sun had risen to wake me

when i slept in front of my PS3

after along hiatus…

2010-01-28T20:01:00.001+08:00

dayumm its been long .. soooooo yeap….lemme tell ya why…its cos ive been having shit load of fun innit…..The last i blogged was a week before i left Aussie…and now its a week before i leave KL….not bad timing at all…lols….i cant wait to go back actually….it was a freaking long holiday la…like super duper massive black hole long u know…so yeap i have been visiting ADP( my –ex college) a lot…saw all my lectures and my leftover friends… it was good to see them again…. i was in the PBX today attending the theater class which i once OWNED AND RULED … ahh good memories it was… i had a freaking flash back la… neways..there are shitload of chicks in taylors now…dayuuummm..smoking hot la cibai..i tell u….like u just wanna motorboat the shit outta them la…. ermm what else…oh yeah i stayed up all night watchin live updates of Apple press conference…and the new iPad was unveiled…. which i think is just an iPhone on steroids that were not approved by the FDA…. IM SERIOUSLY FUCKIN DISSAPOINTED WITH APPLE !!…well i would really like to write on….but my grandma wants to stuff my face with food….im super fat now..and i promise to loose weight when i get back to aussie.. cross my heart and hope to die ( go fuck urself la…).. AMEN !!!!!!!!!!!!… ( Arseholes Make Entertaining Nights )

The Battle at Helms Deep…

2009-11-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

heya folkssssssss…..lol…it is the exam week….hence i havent been u know..blogging….more twitting actually….lol…everyone should get twitter…so that everyone can know what u ate for breakfast…..i sooo cant wait to get home…goddam….i have two weeks left and i have to like clean my place up and evacuate….and i have 4 papers to study for…this is what people say….dont do things last minute…i didnt listen…and i probably never will…cos u c….i work best last minute…..people should have faith in themselves…* Preach Brother…Preach*….always believe in urself..unless u know that u cant do it…but still we must believe to try…and without trying one will never know his true potential…dont believe too much in urself…then thats Overconfidence…lol…which im kinda having right now…this is exam week…its the real shit….the battle at helms deep is far from over….gondor shall come to our aid….and i shall be home soon….2 weeks baby…im flyin outta here….speaking of home…heres a video by CAPRICE…..

Wah its been long…

2009-10-27T03:03:00.001+08:00

Well thats cause i had assignments la….lol….i just finished my last one today/yesterday…i spent the whole night in uni finishing it in S block….which is fuckin uncomfortable….but good things came out that night…..1. Man Utd’s defeat to Liverpool….although im neither their fans but i can proudly say…” SUCKS TO BE MAN U right now” lol….finally they tasted defeat…serves them right….I proudly say i support the most powerfull part of ur body….Ur ARSE and ur ANAL……without it u cant shit…lol…i just love windows live writer la….i dont even have to sign in to blogger to type this shit….all i need is the Windows Live package….neways where was i…ah yes..lets all go back to Deepavalli…My friend….THE LIVER…was poisoned by a man called Johnny Walker together with his secret ingredient CLORIN…..now lets c if u can put two and two together. After visiting the Needleman…it was Sushi all the way…the only thing my tummy didnt reject…haaaaaaa….I dont give a fuck if the Japs bombed Pearl Harbour….i just fucking love sushi la….after all that was jits Bday….which was celebrated with Bob Marley….YAAAAAAAAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAN !!!!…..and i had a little adventure with the green bikini girl….when i mean adventure this time its…a decent conversation la…after all that…we watched Aadhavan ( which was completely crap except the songs…i had fun watchin the gayness of his clothings)…hahahaa…..and speaking of which…Nayantara’s make up was sooooooooo fuckin bad wei…..it was so disoriented…ewww…after the movie…i crashed a bday party ..thats right..HAPPY BIRTHDAY VARUN !!!..i swear i havent met the guy before….i only knew like 6 people in the party….but guess what…. I STILL HAVE MY MOJO BITCHESSSSSSS..lol….as a matter of fact..im proud to say i won everybodies heart with my so called acting while dancing. It felt as i have earned the respects of Professional Dancers who were there…..like 6 of em….and i did my Micheal Jackson thingy…which i like never pull out…unless im like super confident….but it worked out just fine…i tried out some crunk….and it rocked..lol…basically talk about adapting…pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww…..so here we are…back to where it started….no more assignments….only 4 papers to study for…need to pack up and evacuate…cos Daddy’s coming home baby….it was like yesterday only my flight landed…..now i cant wait to leave for the break….time flies…if only i flew with it… it was a dark gloomy day today when i handed in my final assignment….it stared raining…i still cant figure out y God loves pissing on us…lol….so there i was at QUT GP ferry terminal…with my phone… and the idea to capture.

Just when u thought things would get better…

2009-10-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

The day started of fine…but towards the end…guess what…*wait for it*…..*wait for it* ….I locked my self out of my room again…with my keys inside…i only had my pants and t-shirt on…it happened around 6.30….and i just got back into the room…wanna know what i did….i went with the flow…i was supposed to go for a frens farewell dinner…which i did…after borrowin my housemates jacket…i left the house…had dinner there…and a few drinks….it was a solid 4 hours with no phone…no laptop..mind u my msn was online…my skype was online..and my phone was in the room too…which had 8 missed calls on it…jesus *figure of speech*…what can i say la…lol….its stupid and funny…but i learnt somethin outta it…i realised that being such an adaptive person can have its side effects…u c..when i came here…i adapted to a whole different life…but the Sydney trip reminded me of the life i once lived…and once u get a taste of that…everythin else seems to taste like shit…AND let me tell u somethin…shit can turn out to be very annoying after some point…but then again…shit happens for a reason…so i have to go with the flow…having faith that alls well ends well…in a couple of days time i shall get used to tasting shit…but in 37 days time…i shall be reunited with my previous life…untill then i shall adapt to survive.

When it comes crashing…

2009-10-08T01:54:00.001+08:00

All this while…i have been surviving on my principles…The Laws Of Yugiism…a religion i came up with a long time back…it has got me throughout these years…it has 4 commandments… It is as Follows….

However…today’s events came to a turn…a lot of shit happened to me these past few weeks…and i kept the pressure inside and followed my religion to the book..unfortunately….today it had come to a point where i had to add a 5th to the Laws Of Yugiism….which actually worked…it calmed me down and got me thinking straight again…so there u go folks ..i present to u….the 5th law of yugiism….which is…

Shit Happens
Shit Happens for a reason
Go with the flow
Alls well ends well
If all else fails….listen to Heavy Metal.

I guess….overtime ill be adding new lines to the laws above……to keep me surviving in this vicious cruel world…to be honest…i came with The Laws Of Yugiism …when i realised that God was a mere child watchin TV on the channel called The World… and im his favourite comedy show….

Disclaimer

everyone has their own rights to believe in what they wanna believe….i dont give a fuck if ur offended in any way…u made the decision to click “ i understand and i wish to continue” in the first place…This blog is meant for humans with an open mind and a open heart. If u dont have em both, then X marks the spot on the right hand top corner of the window…so show urself out.

PS : Many have accepted this religion as an understanding on how to handle their current religion…I mean come on….We all know that all the holy books have been rewritten and reedited by religions Bloomsbury. A wise man once said that to understand one religion ….u have to learn another….but i say FUCK THAT SHIT !!!! we are humans….religions are like clothing lines….u have Gucci, Armani, Louis Vutton and many more…what do they do….they cover up the naked truth. So choose what u want to wear…at the end of the day..its how u want to be portrayed in society today. And that my friends is the UglyTruth. Many of us are who we are due to external pressures. Hence i ask u this…when someone says its an apple…y should u believe it….most do it instantly but for me…till i c it for myself …i aint gonna believe shit … i would tell him that “ no …it isnt an apple…its actually a pear” Why should i follow ur ideologies when i can follow my own. Having said that…if ur ever in trouble…and the bible doesn’t help…remember The Laws Of Yugiism.

Growth

2009-10-07T02:43:00.001+08:00

*i like growing up
*cause when u grow up
*u get to fall in love
*get married
*have kids
*bring them up
*and watch them grow
*and you count ur days on leaving this earth
*trying very hard everyday to leave a trace of urself before u leave
*and when the time comes
*life takes its toll
*and when it does
*you go smiling
*and think to urself
*ahhh
*what a life
*every day is a new page
*every event is a new chapter
*every minute is a beautifull phrase
*in the book of my life

Ur Memory Remains..

2009-10-07T02:41:00.001+08:00

i grew with ideas as i walked on two
my life was complete before i met u
the sun was shining bright and clear
but it all dissapeared when u came near
u walked past me like a breeze
at that moment i could feel my heart freeze
the cold lasted for days
i knew it was god's grace
a smile grew across my face
when i remember that day
that i was blown away
our eyes met once
while u were on the run
ur hair pierced my skin
like spears from within
igniting the flames of desire
ur the one i admire
nothing last forever
it hurts now more than ever
only a memory left to remember
the days we were together
time will come to heal the pain
that i went through in the rain
ur smile once healed my pain
ur laughter still flows through my veins
i knew we were meant to be
the moment u danced with me
but who am i to decide our fate
while ur still with ur mate

Silent Beauty

2009-10-07T02:39:00.001+08:00

The sound of weeping i could hear,
From a distance i saw her.
Her beauty was something i couldn't bear witness,
From deep down within it brought me sickness,
A feeling i could not control,
Like a fire burning within my soul,
The light grew dimmer,
As she moved closer,
Her bodily figure was just like a pear,
Oh her clothes i wish to tear,
As i waited for her while she stared,
Her eyes were locked onto mine,
At that moment i knew tis was a sign,
I reached out to touch her hair,
And she disappeared into thin air.
I haven't seen her since then,
But i knew she was godsend,
I hope to see her one day,
When the angels in heaven come out to play.

Flashback…

2009-10-06T22:52:00.001+08:00

so here we are….at the pinnacle of time….y i say so…well its cause of the two movies i just watched….i just saw Ghost of Gf’s past and 17 again…now..when talking about exes…i only had one so far…i know…i know..unbelievable…well believe it..apparently fat and funny isnt in fashion anymore…well..although it was a short relationship..i still rmb the little things that made her smile….and the things that made me smile as well…well no point talkin about that now…..but i disagree….sometimes u have to reflect into the past in order to make decisions in the present to ensure a better future…i am a man who learns from its mistakes…and so i have proudly…

17 again also made me realise a few things…if i were to given a chance to be 17 again…i wouldn’t want to….for i might end up screwing the time space continuum…u c…i am here today….ie ….the man i am today is because of who i was in the past…all the mistakes i made….and all the victories i gained ….made me into the man i am today…the everythin happens for a reason….the movie played an important part in proving my point….u c..he turned 17 again to only realise that the decisions he made then were not mistakes…..in other words…he repeated his mistake again …u c sometimes when u repeat the same mistake again…stop for a second and think …WHY !!!….well its simple…..everything happens for a reason…my mom always said….”vithi paathi, mathi paathi” its in tamil btw…lol…which means…literally…half ur life is fate..and half of it is urs to decide…but let me tell u something…no matter what u decide…..it always realigns itself with fate…thats how the world works…..and thats what i believe in….some of u might say im too young to decide..well i say go fuck urself…cause everyone has the right to their own opinions. PERIOD

Conclusion… i have a nice wonderful life… and if its meant to be..its meant to be…no matter what the fuck u decide….

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A Midsummer’s Night Dream

2009-10-04T21:33:00.001+08:00

its been a few nights now…the same dream …but diff chicks…lol…basically…i feel so in love and being loved in those dreams…and its a diff girl each time…the think is..when im getting it on with the girl from my dream….i wake up..its like the moment i get a hard on in my dreams ….and we start u know…*POP*…reality slaps me in the face…literally…its like my dream is rated G…talk about auto censorships…..

so my theory is ..that…since…i desire to be loved…and to find the right one…so i kinda pushed all these feeling deep within my conscious mind…unfortunately ….this gave my dreams the all night access to my deepest desires….lol.,…kinda funky…but it stops at the best part…u know…lol…

music is general…but there are certain types of music that are meant for only one reason…they are meant to bring back memories…u know like when u listen to the song …u get like a flashback of what was goin on when u were listenin to this song…the song that im talking about it is …Fire Burnin by Sean Kingston..which reminds me of the time i was grinded by chicks in sydney….lol…seriously…i got like a photographic flashback….the whole clubbin scene ran across my mind throughout the song…ahh…it certainly put a big ass smile on me face….but as the song ended…it made me wish to relive the moment….so i put the dam song on replay….lol…

my blog template has gone haywire…so i have to like redesign…the entire thing…arghhhh…neways….people need to read this before they sleep…so i shall continue redesigning when people are sleepin…peace out…

PS : b-b-b-b-b-bird….bird…bird…bird is the WORD !!!

End of a Hiatus

2009-10-03T16:22:00.001+08:00

its been like so long…since i blogged….u know what motivated me…windows live writer…it kinda makes it more convenient….so imma gonna go change certain things on me blog…and start bloggin again…i have been so into twitter…that the awesomeness of blogging have been forgotten…i just got back from the Sydney trip….which was completely legend*wait for it* dary..lol…meeting up with celina and all…was so …goood…..i had shit loads of fun…yeayyyyyyyy…..lol…the end of the semester break is near…so i guess i have to get back into studyin mode…..i cant wait to get back….im like counting my days….the scent of vishalls keep lingering around me nose…mouth watering bastards….

lately i have got myself hooked onto….How i Met Your Mother, Big Bang Theory, Burn Notice and the best of the lot…Lie to Me…its just awesome…i think im kinda like a lie detector now…House is back….i must admit ..its really funny to c house like that…kinda makes u miss the old House…i kinda got bored with Heroes…it gettin too draggy la…if it turns into lost…me not watchin it anymore…

finally …i hooked up my qut mail to my live mail…always wanted to do that…but was lazyyyyyyyyy…..lol..neways…imma gonna leave it at this..till the next time…ariverderci !!!

GOODBYE 20.........

2009-06-28T11:21:00.002+08:00

life is just a flower waiting to bloom
how long am i supposed to be stuck in this room
darkness clouds the restless mind
i knew i was kind
it was a decision that i didnt want to make
her heart was something i didnt want to break
rain poured and washed away
the pain that was at bay
the beautiful night was fading away
i knew i coudnt stay
memories of my past flickered in a moment
i smiled for that instance
as 20 was erased
and 21 took place
a new chapter arose from within
i knew tis was a new beginning

what we do when were bored...

2009-05-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

one day...we were supposed to attend a bday celebration at Ceasers in a club butthe bday girl didnt turn up and half of us couldnt get it...i could get in but whats the point of paying 12 bucks....lol...so we goofed around queen street mall...and we toook some picstures....it was fun...but we had to come down the opposite moving escalator....lol....

google chrome update

2009-05-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

apparently Google chrome has some bad flaws....like massively....i shall go through it now....here...yah...actually it has one major flaw...i dunno y..it might be my com..but it doesnt shut down properly..after closing it and if u click a link ....u can c the status bar loading but u dont c the window...untill u check proceses using task manager and end process tree...then re click the link...such troublesome....im switching back to mozzilaaa soon....but i still love chromes design...i hope the release an update soon...

google chrome

2009-05-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

for no reason i have started using google chrome...its kinda a intelligent browser la....i shall test it kau kau....meanwhile....had a wonderfull weekend at the twins place....and crashed andy's bday party was also fun...which reminds me that there is a bbq this friday and i have two exams this week....sheiser....as the germans say...i just submitted an assignment on friday and i get a new one right away...what is this assignment take away....i didnt order that ...sheesh...been playing god of war on the twins ps2....power la....havent had fun like that in ages....owh well its dinner time...till then...haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

drunkerd

2009-04-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

hahaa,,,,finally got drunk in brissy....after a long time..i think the last time i got drunk was at jilly's place....but this time it wasnt a happy drunk...its sad...lets not talk about it...so yeah...
enuff with the achohol already....lol.....time to study study study...dam...
time flies..

Mottai bosss starts blogging again...

2009-04-20T17:42:00.003+08:00

Its been long since i visited this page...but i think i have finally settled in brisbane....i have met new friends....Uni gave me a lot of shit which i cant speak about...grandma's cooking techniques havent gone to waste ...been cooking all the time....kinda outdoo myself now and then....being the only malaysian in a group filled with singaporeans is not easy ...but as usual ..ILL SURVIVE....so whats new...nothing much ...like i said i finally settled in...i bought myself my FIRST IpOd nano chromatic...and its like my baby....sigh...nice orangy color...completely in love with it....so far i have met quiet a number of girls....but none of them seem to catch my eye....like seriously....im looking for something more....i mean sex is a vital part of it but......at some point u do want love....not just cover the face ..bang the base... and close the case....sometime u wanna keep investigating u know....hopefully she will come by soon..who i dunno..but she is supposed to sweep me off my feet.. ...hurry up la women....so yeah...so far thats how it goin....hmmmm...what else...oh yeah...i heard that Mr. N is prime minister back home...and as far as i checked there are only 5 indians on the kabinet....the cycle continues.......i dun think im allowed to be explicit about politics in Malaysia since MSC super corridor is keeping a close eyes on blogs these days...ie gutteruncensored,....they got fucked ...but as usual the people who block are not smart enuff....so within a period of minutes .....the blocked blogs are up again....hahah.....so yeah....im most probaly coming home in June.....still thinking about it ...but i really wanna eat at Williams and VIshal.......ahhhhhh.....and also not forgetin grandma's cooking.....deliciouso.......so yeah..enuff of the so called hiatus...let us begin a page with a new quill.....and hopefully a new...

AUSTRALIA

2009-02-15T12:14:00.002+08:00

the flight was tiring....for the first time in my life 7 hours in my flight....i couldnt wait to touch ground....finally the australian sun sets its rays upon my eyes....the warmth just spread through me....my next worry was getting pass customs....EVERYONE IN THE FUCKING FAMILY SCARED ME TO SHITS !!!!!!!!!!.... but this is what happened...throught my whole journey no one asked for my visa...no one opened my bags....i just "jalan masuk rumah sendiri " only...i saw the sniffin dogs ...cute small beagle to be precise....went around sniffing...dam cute...i met up with the airport reception at 8....we had to send everyone else first ...me and this german dude i met were last...his name was Pascal ...goin to QUT also doin marketing....so i arrived at my temporary accomodation at about 11 somethin...i checked in and went out hunting for food....i decided to go ff....so i went to this place called HUNGRY JACKS...quite nicela the food....it was in Queen street mall....i walked halfway through the entire street....ITS FUCKING HUGE !!!!....so far the buildings here are nice....there is a clock tower that rings every hour.....( i will upload pics another day )....my motel receptionist called Al...is very nice...he told me how to go about...i went to enquire the prepaid packs stuff la....i met this guy called Jason who works in one of the restaurants...he took a smoke break and borrowed my lighter....he told me about the clubbing scene...hehehhhehheeehehehe....so yeah...i saw a bunch of penguins sesat....( tudung girls la )...i tell..is malaysia has mat rempits ah...here got skater boys...all over the place...dengan tatoo tatoo dan piercing piercing ganas gila...plus got bands performing on the streets....its just like how it is in american movies...the suburbs are quite and calm...and the city is buzzing....i look forward on living here...so except more post from me now on...since im FUCKIN FREEE....or in the words of the great australian crocodile hunter..." isnt she beautifull " cheers mates

suffocation

2009-01-14T14:21:00.002+08:00

im just counting my days....its torture here....being locked up like a freaking slave.....she hid my computer and my psp.....i found both....use them once in a while the fortefieng villanies of nature do swarm upon us...i look at the other side of life.......the bright side....towards the east of the land down below....a few more days left..just a few....hahhaha.....i will be free...i will...but how long will it last...the last time it lasted for only 2 years...but this time...it will be more....i will be freeeeee....and none shall stop me...

new year

2009-01-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
i have nothing to say la...im basically counting my days to freedom..i will probably have more to say once im free....so far i wish alll those who accidentally stumble upon this page a HAPPY NEW YEAR.....heres whats new ...i have been watching ROME, The fresh prince of bel air, deadwood.....i know i know...i need a life..i will soon...my destiny awaits down below

2 Nights + 2 proms + 1 Hotel

2008-12-14T19:34:00.003+08:00

it all started at the Grand Millenium Hotel....the first night was Taman seas prom ...second was Bu4....both was filled with absolute excitement..as usual...Fei And I rocked the house...blew it too smitherines with also not forgeting the help of our humble sidekick Mak.....who was excellent throughout both nights.....it was filled with chicks and chinks...if u know what i mean....there were only a few chocolate chips in the cookie....like 2 or 3....as usual bhangra brings out the indian in everyone....lol...1) This is one awesome shot by Aaron Ho....hats off to him..2) Thats Fei, Mak and Me....going crazy..3) Then fei and i started getting it on....its actually quite disturbing when u c it live......................4) Then i started rapping with 5 words....this time it was Erection, Malaysian, Hungry, Fat, Murtabak..with a christmas theme...5) all in all..we had loads of fun...and guess what this tuesday we got one more prom coming up.....

Breaking of a hiatus.....

2008-12-09T19:30:00.004+08:00

Hiatus broken...there u have it....i went for the A1Gp sometime back...and what an experience it was....the sound of 20 A1 cars passing by is like sex.....vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeccc....lol
weird huh ..but its true...u gotta hear it urselves....neways ...........i have been sick for a week now....had a bit of fresh air today thanks to shafiq....got two jobs coming up end of this week....been really stuck at home...cant wait to get out ....yay !!!!!!!!....Emceing proms are so much fun..but since im on recovery mode ill have to stick to just bussiness.....damm...sob sob....i also feel that Nickelback punya new album rocks like hell although die hard nickelback fans would dissagree...but i say ....The NEW NICKELBACK ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!....so alike Mettalica...its better than Mettalica's new album....i watched True Blood finish....cant wait for season 2...its probably the best vampire series after Angel....watched Prison Break finish....getting tired of Michael Scoffield and Lincoln Burrows getting into shit all the time....its becoming a blardy tamil movie series.....
TURN LEFT = BETRAYAL,
TURN RIGHT = GET FUCKED IN THE ASS,
GO STRAIGHT = COMPANY
Scoffield starts thinkin till he bleeds..somebody kill him and end the fucking series....for christ sake...
i started watching 24 ( will talk about that soon)
and Reaper ( i love the Devil....thats the only thing that keeps me downloading it)
Playing with FM 09...the best football manager game ever...the sole cause of 30% devorce rates in the United States....
i miss college...dammit....
I AM NOT GOING TO SARAWAK !!!!!!!!!
i cant tell u now..but soon i shall ...i promise..

Hiatus

2008-12-03T05:56:00.002+08:00

*****SILENCIO*****

*******SOMETHING BIG IS COMING MY WAY*******

********TILL THEN IT SHALL BE A HIATUS********

**********ARIVERDERCI***********

Change

2008-11-22T03:04:00.003+08:00

After Obama yelled change is good....well a lot of bad things are happening which i have come to realise......yes ladies and gentlemen the ADP we used to know has gone to the dogs....exams are all centralised....its gonna be at tbs.....with angka giliran all...and sime darby apparently has bought most of the buildings in subang ..if im not mistaken la...petrol prices have gone down....that good change..lol...i realise how much i have changed since those days....looking back at old photos brings back sad and painfull memories....to which i have repressed by changing myself...i have changed fucking alot....those who knew me in high school..would be shocked to c me now..im craving for a heineken and a winston as i write....but i think the change i went through made me a better person in life...if i was the same old boy before...i wouldnt be able to survive.....i still think the world revolves around me....i cant help it la....cause its me...and i c things like in a movie reel.....i feel as in im in a movie.....the words of shakespear runs through my mind every second....looking back at how i was three years ago....i feel sad..thank god i changed....and i will change in the future....for the greater good...after all...Obama said change is good....i feel emo after watchin vaaranam ayirem....its a sad tamil movie...i suddenly feel the urge to love and be loved...im still waiting for that somebody .....when will she come..i wonder...

Heat

2008-11-13T14:21:00.003+08:00

As the warmth of the heat caresses my skin,

Little did i realize something deep down within,

Something i could feel but what was i to gain,

From this burning emotion called pain,

Penetrating the sorrows of one's inner soul,

Love is god's wretched evil tool,

Without it i could never feel whole,

The clouds darkened and saved my day,

The warm heat was swept away,

Thus ending my dismay,

Till i had nothing left to say,

Upon the happiness that was at bay,

Which leaves me once a day,

Through the suns ray.

OBAMA

2008-11-05T20:57:00.004+08:00

Change is good....now america has the chance to change....CONGRATULATIONS ENCIK. OBAMA.

a new dawn has come...2008 is filled with changes...i too have changed alot...and im looking forward to new changes...a big one has happened today....and one more to come....soon everything will fall in its place

The 5th of November

2008-11-05T20:45:00.004+08:00

Remember, remember the Fifth of November,
The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,
I can think of no reason
Why the Gunpowder Treason
Should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intent
To blow up the King and Parli'ment.
Three-score barrels of powder below
To prove old England's overthrow;
By God's providence he was catch'd
With a dark lantern and burning match.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring.

Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!...

today....is a historic day for me...something has happenned....i shall remember it forever...it is a beautiful day... V... is gone..but shall be remembered forever...

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified.

However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you

and you may call me V."

Halloween NIghts

2008-11-05T15:12:00.004+08:00

yala...i know la...i never blog...busy la...kkkk....back to the post....i love to do time frames...more like chronicles of the past few days...lets start with UNISA night 2008 at holiday villa on the 31st...i was emceeing this prom cum hallloween event...which turned out to be the worst event i ever emceed....ill tell u y...ok...it all started ok...i knew the dj...it was roshan punya orang...so me and my hot co emcee...go ready by 7 ish
and the event went on and on and on untill the power got cut...can u believe it ah...blardy hell..neways...i gotta rush somewhere....will continue the story when i get back.....ok im back....right...so yeah..the fucking power got cutt off...then the next day was adps halloween....which is always the best halloween party i ve been to every year...me being Mr. Incredible really shocked everyone.....deco was not bad ..didnt visit the ghost house though...was busy emceeing....after that...me and and bunch of frens went sheesha at the arabian shop in subang square...it was fun...yen wei came and we made in promptu songs about makanan tidak tiba....and makanan sudah tiba....YEN WEI>>.ur one fucking funny guy la...hats off to u...i dunt think u realise....

defeat

2008-10-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

i waited for it to come,

imagined it i did as it came,

expectations increased in due time,

without knowing the day finally arrived,

we started the day with malt drinks,

two bottles swam pass me,

and i didnt feel a thing,

the night finally killed the day,

before a new bottle found its way,

this was different than the other in many ways,

it was filled with red elixer,

little did i know it will cause me danger,

gulp after the other flowed down my throat,

soon i started feeling like i was on a boat,

as i swayed side to side,

along came another,

and i couldnt decide,

so i took another bottle and sat outside,

my mind wandered freely,

eventhough everyone was near me,

i took the last puff,

and i put it out,

by the time i looked below the bottle was out,

i summoned for a glass,

of a neat macallan,

as soon as it came,

it went missing in action,

but along came another one,

in a tiny little shot,

downed it i did,

and i started feeling hot,

i called for a drink,

another glass came,

it tasted like fuck,

so i sat down in disgust,

waiting for another one,

soon something happenned,

i didnt know what was to come,

hiccups as they called it,

arghh this is nothing,

so i said followed by the word "Chilling"

it only took one,

to cause it all,

by the time i realized,

it was all said and done,

i jerked forward,

and as i opened my mouth,

the flood gates broke,

a gush of liquid,

projected outwards,

the motion was intense,

spreading itself across the porch floor,

covering every corner,

of the four by four,

i didnt feel a thing,

but i felt like a hose,

putting out a fire that was never there,

i caused a lot of trouble,

i knew i was wrong,

i wasnt that strong,

to even carry on,

crashed on the bed,

missed out half the fun,

i still have to apologize,

to the people i did wrong.

Tag...ur it..ahahaaha

2008-10-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

If there isnt enuff taggs going around in blogs...sue ann had to create one...dammit sueeeeeeee

1. Post a picture of yourself showing your awesomeness.

A picture that speaks a thousand words

2. Have you ever hated anyone by looking at them? If yes, then explain why. If you dont know then do the penalty of tagging 10 people as opposed to 5 people.

Yes..for the way they looked....sometimes u just feel it in ur guts

3. If time travel was possible, and you stopped yourself from being born, therefore killing yourself, and you can say ONE thing to try and get your life back, what would it be?

Fuzzy Duck or was it Ducky Fuzz

4. Name FIVE of your fears.

stalkers, snakes, sales, sexual disseases, and suicidal tendencies

5. Put your iTunes on shuffle and play five songs.

Ridin Dirty - chamillionaire , Church - T-pain, Dhoom Machale - tata young, Billie jean - michael jackson, Engel - rammstein

6. If right now you could buy two things that costs less than ten ringgit, what would it be?

Kinder Bueno and a Small bottle of Skol

7. Right now, think of the title for an autobiography about yourself in fifty years.

The very Secret Diaries of a fucked up life

8. If you had a gun and infront of you stood fifteen babies and the gun is filled with venom, and next to you was your best friend, who do you shoot? If you shoot the friend, he dies instantly, if you shoot the babies, the venom spreads and kills them all. btw: you have to shoot someone, otherwise the venom leaks out of the gun and kills all of you.

Babies...i mean come on...if i kill him then what the fuck am i gonna do with 15 babies....im just easing their suffering...which asshole left them there in the first place

9. Which power ranger is the coolest?

Tommy - Green Ranger/White Ranger

10. What is your favourite band?

Have u ever heard something called Universal listening....i dont have favourites

11. What would you do if your friend offers you drugs, but you reject him, then he forces it on you, but you resist, so he takes out a knife and you accidentally kill him?

Ill call my mom...she will know what to do...lol

12. Who would win in a fight in your opinion, Bruce Lee with his left leg ripped off or CHUCK NORRIS with his beard shaven off?

Chuck Norris....anyday la

13. Why did the chicken cross the road? IN YOUR OPINION

Cos KFC was on the other side of the road..duh

14. If you weren't a human, what would you wanna be?

GOD

15. Whats the best youtube video ever?

Black Books all 3 seasons

TAG 5 PEOPLE :
Christy Tang
Fei Xiang
Foooooooo
Adelina
ROXSTA

Resting In Piece

2008-10-20T17:25:00.007+08:00

finally...after so long...im at piece...haaaaaaaa....i love the old me...he is back....owh well..deepavali is comin up..but before that....im gonna have shit loads of fun for jillys bday..hahahha...tarak bagi chance punya...sigh....so much for the bbq....dam...ive been visiting coll recently...i missed the coll life..will be comin tomolo to c vijaya...and finally play futsal...after a long long long time...fuck yeah...

speaking of R.I.P....i had to attend a funeral today...some distant relative decided to kick the bucket before his mom.....and he is 58 btw....lol...no offense but i c the humour in depressing sad situations...so there he was lying in the coffin...i liked the coffin though...the wood was attracting me in a mysterious way...no one was screaming out weeping like normal funerals....this one was just filled with sorrow.....only a glimpse of tears here and there...the first thing i saw when i walked in...was people laughing and children running around playin...and im like...woa...once i entered the living room...where the coffin was...everything went sort off dark...and gleamy...yet...his face was some what...happy...i bet i saw a smile behind all the facial hair...he looked like chewbacca...( yes a lot of hair )...we spent around an hour then we left....after the funeral...is gonna be either beers or tears...or both at the same time..but i bet he is happy...where ever he may be...

-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH HIM-

-R.I.P.-

revelations

2008-10-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

ReVeLatIonS

i finally quit my job...lol...speaking of job...let me tell u all about it...i sold ING insurance to CitiBank customers...my ex-job had a fun working enviroment but the job sucked big time...i had a couple of bosses...I had a nice boss, the bitchy boss, the darth vader boss and the not so funny but trying so hard to be funny boss... and so i worked for 1 month...im never doing sales again...its so fucked up...cause they dont believe in luck....since im no longer working...im catching up on me life...day by day she fucking annoys me...today was the last straw when she had my pic up on her blog with the title "lurve"...i malas wanna layan her redy...i dunno y ...i tend to attract the wrong set of people....i mean fuck man she wants to have my babies...if she cant have me...thats just psycho.....y cant i have just a normal girl likin me...y must it be people that i can never like...i mean if ur not prettty fine...at least have a cun personality la...this one both also dun have...how in the world am i suppose to love u...or to even like...i have been a very nice person in just layaning u...but i think its gotta stop....

Neways moving on swiftly....it seems FLIPSIDE members are not gonna get their certs due to the university issue problem they had last last sem....so Mis Mary has asked me to gather a rally for this...let me know if u didnt get ur flipside cert...

Furthermore...images of me infiltrated the TAYLORS ANUAL DINNER today...cause i did a video for them...acted and directed..and i was supposed to smuggle myself in tonite but they were very strict with students being there....lets c how it all goes...

Finally TROPIC THUNDER is out...im gonna get the dvd..i just watched The Princess Bride btw...i love the lines in the movie...Fuckin genius..

reflection

2008-10-07T00:16:00.004+08:00

Perseive

a shuffled strain of thoughts,

in the form of mere ideas,

that could lead to such a predicament,

demoralised and inspired at the same time,

making it impossible to predict,

what it may be one may wonder,

to what thee ask such a question,

which answer thou have already known,

persumption and assumption,

is a personified motivation,

to this string of an idea,

a splash of one's artistic intuitive nature,

conveyed upon a technological paper,

signified as a message,

to be dignified upon its deliverance,

by thy humble servant,

whom you may lay such responsibility,

without further questions.

its been long

2008-09-28T03:50:00.002+08:00

wah...dam long i didnt blog

so sorry to all readers..cause u see i didnt have time to even think about blogging...i havent been on msn for quite some time...this is because i have been working...im working at a telemarketting company and i sell insurance via phone to citibank card holders...and i work from 9 to 6 and i leave the house at 7 and i reach home at 8...so yeah kinda..clear ainit y im fuckin busy..neways..gonna sleep now..will promise to update soon

day

2008-09-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

What a day...

a day filled with ISA arrests...goals galore...and a death in the family...life is funny ainit...neways my job in SPA is over...im am happy that my job is done...speaking of which im starting work on monday...at Kl sentral plaze...as a financial telesales marketeer.....i know i know...its phone sales...yes and its boring....but im doin it for the money...sigh...the room went well ..im proud of my actors...and backstage crew...its quite challenging actually doin a Pinter piece ...owh well one new page in me books...sigh tired la...im gonna sleep...till i wake up..

tagged 2

2008-09-11T02:14:00.002+08:00

I got TaGGed AgaIn..

PART ONE: on the outside.
Name : Yugeindran
Date of Birth : 28 of June 2008
Current Status : single and ready to mingle
Eye Colour : black ad Perillys
Hair Colour : black but was born with a bit of white...and now i have a few golden strands....
Righty or Lefty : Beautiful on the right and strong on the left
Zodiac : CANCER...no im not dying ..yet

PART TWO : on the inside
Your Heritage: Malayaleee baby
Your Fear: My mom
Your weakness: women with short skirts and heels..

PART THREE: yesterday,today and tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : Fuck the world la
Your bed time: zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Your most missed memory: the last time i had sex

PART FOUR: your pick
pepsi or coke: pepsi
McD'S or Burger King: Definitely Spicy Chicken McDeluxe
Single or Group dates: anything la..i sapu only
Adidas or Nike: Both
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton la
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla with hardened chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee all the way...machiatto also can

PART FIVE: do you
smoke: weed..tobacco ..u name it
curse: FUCK
drink: Im Indian ...what do u think...

PART SIX: in the past month
drank alcohol: just now
been to the mall: today morning
been on stage: last thursday at Little Havana
eaten sushi: last week..vegetarian sushi summo...dam cun wei
dyed your hair: i already have weird colors on my head la

PART SEVEN: have you ever
Played a stripping game: no...still waiting
Changed who you were to fit in : everytime im on stage ...

PART EIGHT: age
You're hoping to be married: when i get a steady job and someone i can really love and fuck at the same time

PART NINE: in a guy/girl
best eye colour: blue
hair colour: blond
short or long hair: definitely long

PART TEN: what are u doing?
1 minute ago: thinking of Julia
1 hour ago: meeting with people from comedy court.

1 month ago: last days in college
1 year ago: having the best time of my life

PART ELEVEN: finish the sentences
i love: doing stand up comedy
i feel: horny
i miss: my freedom
i need: a girlfriend who is matured and cute and loving and understanding and sexy( come on la...the sexy part is inevitable)

PART TWELVE: tag 5 people(but dont tag back)
Bugger u all die la..hahhaha
1. Jilly Willy Billy
2. Sue eeeeeeeee
3. SEBASTIAN lime feixiang
4. adelina sheeeeeee
5. shafiqqqqqqq

List out 5 presents that you wish:
1. a new phone...sony ericsson c902
2. ipod nano chromatic
3. a full scholarship to do performing arts
4. a new laptop....
5. a hot smart and matured chick that digs me.

wah...i kena tag kau kau la...fuyoh...

tagged

2008-09-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

I got TaGGed

Rules and Regulations
a)state 15 weird things/habits or little known facts bout yourself
b)tag 10 people to do it
c)no tag backs

A)

I was born underweight.
I cant drive an automatic car.
I was supposed to be born as a female.
I was supposed to be a Doctor.
I broke a boys head by pushing him down from the school assembly stage when i was in standard 2..that means i was 9 years old....big time gangsta redy...he was covered in blood.
I ran and hid in the school drain near the back gate.
Im shit scared of IT the Clown that somebody had to stand and guard the open toilet door while i did my bussines. It went on for a couple of months.
I always wanted to be in a band. Vocalist ofcourse
I had my first kiss when was 14. Lets just say we did miracles in the school library.
I had a previous name called Naresh Kumar...later i changed it to Yugeindran Nair under the witness protection program. kkk not under the witness protection program but really i changed my name when i was 12.
I make very very good bongs using fruits....for example an apple a day makes the highness stay.
I get very very drunk easily with only 2 cans of Hayward 5000..
I like to cook ...and i do so at home...
Im still a Virgin.
I havent seen my dad ever since i was born....maybe he has but not me.

B) i tag --> shafiq, adelina, roxsta, fei, brian, yong khai liang, sonu, sue anne, wu marxha, and
christy tang.
C) dun u tag me back...hahahahaa...

redemption

2008-09-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

Concrete PAST--> Haunting Future

funny ainit...when things keep comin back to u..no matter how hard u resist or fight it off....i realise the more i fight...i push it away...the stronger it comes back....the third time..i gave up...whats the point of fighting....i mean...y cant girls be a bit more matured these days ( no offense ladies...but most of u do this ) i mean...when a guy says no...u start calling him names...y cant u c whats beyond ..the reasons....and then u say im selfish...dont u ever realise that it might be for yer own good...sigh...nvm...time will come when u guys will learn....that falling in love is not some game..today u will love tomolo u will hate....thats y i only fall in love with girls i can never never never get for example Julia.....oh god i still love her...for me right now...its gonna take one dam nice sweet kind and fuckingly matured girl to remove Julia from my mind...but i dont think so....so i await...and at the same time...make peace with the people i once disliked....who knows...what the future holds....

havana

2008-09-05T02:31:00.003+08:00

LIttle HaVaNa BABY !!!!!!!!

tonite was the bomb la...what a benchmark for me...the laughs i got were like sex on stage la..its a feeling u get when ur jokes fucking work....i cant explain it but u have to experience it urself....only two adpians ( mike n Jill) showed up...but i cant blame the 400 who didnt come due to inevitable problems...but..hey thats life...but the crowd was awesome...fuck groove junction...havana rocks...tonite is something i will never forget for the rest of my life...wooooooooooooohoooooooooooo cowabunga baby

Groove Junction

2008-09-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

Groove Junction

Someone told me that im dam lucky starting off stand up comedy at the suckiest and worst audiences anyone can ever perform in front...but i think i did well cause i didnt feel bad...or maybe im just used to the crappy crowd...im just glad that i got my one liners off me chest..we had fuck loads of beers...cause the manager of Alan n Indi from comedy court was present...wah bugger come come only order one bottle black label....and then he started talking cock la...about how to make us famous and all...we just listened and listened.........neways enough of groove junction...tomorrow is Little Havana Comedy night which i will be performing with a few other fellow comedians..its opposite Pampas off cangkat bukit bintang and on jalan ceylon..10 bucks but u get to see 5 comedians...awesome or not..lol...

today i went and saw STAR WARS : THE CLONE WARS...which was dam funny..i was laughing my ass all the way..the droids are fucking stupid la.....i got accepted into SWINBURNE INSTITUTE of TECHNOLOGY....but no point i got no money.,...lol...probably end up in MONASH MALAYSIA...owh well ALLs WELL ends WELL..

recap...

2008-08-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Back to the past...

i havent blogged for days...so lets recap on what when on lately...despite all the political rumble....i performed at Groove Junction Hartamas on tuesday and i was invited to join their comedy competition...which im performing again next tuesday on the 2nd....not forgetting that im also performin on the 4th at Little Havana...( its beside hard rock cafe kl la...somewhere near concorde...)...went to coll to day ....im dam bored la...i saw this advertistment in the papers offering 4k for a job...im gonna call tomolo..other than that im still bored la....oh yah ..im still in love with julia...oh julia...nvm...the more i look the more i think im gonna finish my degree in malaysia....kbu la....segi la...monash la...mmu la...haiya ...c la how...im still waiting for the aussie fellas to reply me...then c whether got cash or not...if not i chow only ....worst to worst ..here lo...what to do.....Anwar's back full throttle....he today itself started banging people all....haiya these bn fella also i tell u...people dun wan give dna ...so dun kacau la...dun go make bill bill all then become law...susah ...according to malaysia kini...the whole opposition walked out when they started reading the proposed bill for the second time...even after all the dramatic debate among mp's...the proses of approving a bill or making it a law is that it has to be read in the parlimen 3 times...and each time it can be debated....the third one will be in december...i think by that time...lol....a lot of things would have happened....just like The U.S democratic party's campaign ..or obama's campaign ...WE NEED CHANGE...cause BN STILL THE SAME....

oh julia

2008-08-24T03:16:00.003+08:00

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

in love

2008-08-22T23:32:00.009+08:00

Im in love..

u wanna know whats love at first sight..well here it goes..the moment i saw her face....i fell for her....the moment i saw her eyes i fell for her...her smile....tore me to pieces..i knew from that moment i loved this person....( a load of crap ...i know..but thats what people in love say)....she was so beautiful...she is now my reason and my life....she is georgeus.( i know la spelling wrong..but thats what people in love do)..she is like my light in darkness...i wanna be with her....and if i cant ...just let me dream of her whenever i close my eyes...i wanna pinch ur cheeks and say i love u...i wanna wake up everymorning screaming..im in love...im in love...im in love...im in love with Yulia Kovalchuk

...she is from the group Blestyashchie......i first saw her in their music video...she is the thinnest of the lot and she has the smallest boobies of the lot...so its not sex but love..true love ( with a little sex involved)...sigh...till we meet yulia...i shall forever love u...

yesterday

2008-08-22T15:53:00.003+08:00

So...Yesterday

Yesterday was awesome....i went to coll....met up with old buddies....after coll...came home slept on during the massive rain.....got up and went to the gym.....started of a light work out...after that me and a couple of guys went to hartamas square...i wanted to go there..cause it has been like dam long no go there...so we went unfortunately i forgot to bring my belt and my jeans was like falling down all the time...so one hand of mine was constantly on me hips.....lol...i had my favourite oyster egg and hazelnut waffle with ice -cream...next time i go...im going for the pineappple fried rice....we also had a buckett of skol...lol..but for only two..the shisha we had sucked like shit....hartamas shisha has gone to the dogs la...we left hartamas at about 11 something...and we took a drive to kl...we drove around and decided to park at the pavillion..cause we all needed to take a dam good fucking piss...after all the beers we had.....we just took a walk...along bukit bintang....we walked and walked....as we walked we CUCI MATA like hell..wah got a lot of fucking hot chicks...so we continued walking and looking lol...untill Mahmood took us to this weird place...we had to climb 3 flight of stairs...one which i almost broke..then we arrived at a rooftop of a shop....it was like mini-Arabia...the place is called The GULF...there were some cool tents with cussions in it..we had THE BEST SHISHA IN THE WORLD man...the top ( the part where the flavour and charcoal is) was a freaking apple...the flavour was awesome...and plus we had some mint tea for detoxx..lol...it was dam nice la....i wish i had a camera to take pics...sigh..on the way back walking to pavillion we saw a fucking hot latino chick...OMG i tell u..fuyoh...all four of us like stare at the same time....it was dam funny....when she passed us...all four of us turned around to get a view of the rear end..lol..I tell u..it was like .....( unexplainable moment because the feeling has to be experienced by one individual by itself)...after leaving pavillion we drove around all the clubbing areas...we saw tons of Trans along beach club there...Mahmood was like swearing in the car ..he has some issues with the different la.... then we drove along heritage row..which was deserted like hell..lol...looks like an old western country town...then we drove to sunway...pass the clubs there....we could c that Bar Celona was packed inside and a few was waiting outside...quite weird though....cause it was a thursday night...and maisons is usually packed like shit on thursday nights...lol..hmmm....they must be goin someplace else...and i intend to find out...came back home at around 2...had a dam cun sleep ..cause i just woke up at 4...hahahaa

twice2008

2008-08-21T00:29:00.005+08:00

20.08.2008

how cannot blog today.....is a dam cun date for today...but before all that ..lets recap what happened since the 15th...i finished god of war... 3 times mind u....started playing carbon....craving for prostreet......everyone got sick at home...i had to babysit like helll....little baby cousin stayed over me place...so had loads of fun taking care of him...(the washing up after poo poo wasnt fun)...he is such an angel la...unfortunately i lost my camera when i lost my phone...and all his pics in it....tomoro is his birthday by the way....he is 3 years old tomolo and he calls me yugeindran anna....the whole name is pronounced..unbelievable...well believe it....u c he is dam smart...one day we were all in the car and i asked his elder brother something regarding football....heres how it goes...

me : hey dude today man u and portmouth la..community sheild la...

elder brother: oh yah..i almost forgot

me : so who u think will win..

elder brother: manchester

me: what do u think the score is

NOW AT THIS MOMENT THE LITTLE CUTE 2 YEAR OLD BOY INTERUPTED US AND SAID : two one (2-1)....unfortunately man u won 3-1..but the kiddo is dam smart la....enough about him..back to me...lol

Now today the 20 of 08 2008..is a special day....y cause today is Sherbegeth Singh's bday...( shebby singh la the one that appears on tv for football)

..how i know? well his son told me....today was also the day where i officially signed up for a gym...Yes people....im goin to loose my tummy to celebrity fitness..

and today Usain Bolt just won his second world record in the olympics...he is the first ever olympian to ever win the 100m and 200m in world record time..no one can touch him la...for the 100m he slowed down also they cannot catch him....now 200m he kau kau full speed....how wann touch him...cannot...Usain BOLT is like lightning BOLT..i think he is born with it la..

i dunno y but jamaicans are like fast...the fastest women in the world also frm jamaica....these people i tell u...smoke and fly la..so yeah...thats it i guess..besides meeting up with mathew after a long time....that also to discuss me first official stand up performance at little havana KL...on the 4th of september...HOPEFULLY EVERYTHIN GOES WELL.

emoness

2008-08-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

Sick and Emo

sigh...i have been sick for the past 3 days..todays a day for recovery..but just when i thought that ...the emoness struck me...it always does when im bored...i finished GOD OF WAR in 2 days....my Yes Prime Minister DvD got stuck...and practically i have nothin to do..so now i feel emo..and the only place i can let it out is on this fucking page...so lets get down to bussiness....people are weird u know....just when u know u like them and they come and tell u they like someone else..and some people just cant like u...then u end up being loved by someone u cant love..now thats where u learn to reject... but at the end of the day u end up giving up hope when it comes to this matter....but the tought does come to ur mind during these so called emo sessions...i mean i wanna be liked by the person i like...i wanna be loved by the person i could fall in love with ( meaning i dun fall in love that easily...only when the other party gives me green light...this is due to the countless dissapointments i had) ..

So here are the 10 things i wanna do with the women i love:

to hold hands and walk on the beach
make out at the beach while the sun sets in the horizen
go shopping together
go laungerie shopping together
make out under the stars and full moon
have countless camwhoring sessions
spam each others facebook wall
watch movie together
watch the same movie again to make out in the cinema
feed each other ice-cream

good luck

2008-08-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

AlL BaD ThInGs MuSt CoMe tO An EnD

today started off well...everything went ok...collected my results(2,75cgpa)..i was dam happy with my maths..Calculus 3 ..which i got C+...go read my piledriver post...then u will know y i jumped to the roof when i saw the C+...im dam sad for speech btw...i got B+..fuck la 2 point away form and A-..all because i was sick during finals...i tell u ah...u can be the best speaker in the world but the blardy system will fuck u up....dam dumb right...so much for educating people...lol...i had lunch with jill and sasha (sue is jealous hahaha)..sasha apparently has some cool superhuman abilities which im not alowed to discuss...allthough bribery will work..lol...we had funny lunch...well i drank only..some peach lemonade juice ..thats cause unties gave me free lunch...( Unties is a food shop in subang square btw)...sasha had some weird kaya spread la...it looked like...i cant tell then she will never eat kaya ever again..lol...after lunch i went to say my goodbye's to uncle and untie and cus at summit hotel...which apparently uncle gave me some money...so i used it to upgrade my psp and get a the headphones for it plus a crystal case...and in return the shop fella gave me a free game which was GOD OF WAR : CHAINS OF OLYMPUS...its a fucking good game ..seriously awesome...speaking of which i think im gonna go play it now...chow..bon voyage....and ariverderci

no phone

2008-08-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

Phoneless

sigh..sigh...sigh....sigh...k...i cant sigh anymore..for the third time in my entire life i have lost a phone....not just any phone...my moms phone which i was using at that time...till my uncle gives me his dopod...but now...me and my mom dont have phones.....my uncle is not gonna gimme his dopod....and im no more gods idea of a hysterical joke....but im his entire comedy show...have u ever gone for a family dinner with uncle unties..and ect.ect..and get critised for not only loosing ur phone....but for also being fat...and also stupid( Low cgpa)...all in once...well lets just say i had a family dinner last night....well im not gonna sit down and sulk....heres what im gonna do....im gonna try and repair my two old phones...and if that works out fine....me and my mom will have phones...but chances are that only one might be able to repair....which is her old samsung.....my old motorola...got no spare parts redy it seems....cause i went all around sunway yesterday trying to fix the keypad...and no one could help me...i learnt a very important lesson yesterday...which is One shouldnt get attached to any object....i did ..i got hooked with phones....but after loosing three....i can attach myself to one anymore...but i love phones....i know its weird....but i just love them..im even studying telecommunication engineering so that ill work for a phone company....oh god...all im asking is redemption....just gimme back my good luck....and ill prove to u that...i have learned my lesson...i know its not right to blame others...but if ur phone dissapears from ur pocket....who the fuck do u blame...i mean if i dropped it in a toilet bowl or .....got mugged...things would be fine....but no...it just had to dissapear for the second time...i hope that alls well ends well is true...cause im hoping for the best...till then... ariverderci

what didnt happen

2008-08-05T09:59:00.002+08:00

Man Propose and GOD dispose...

i was supposed to get a new phone....i didnt...my uncle forgot to bring it...i was supposed to go to bangkok....but my uncle forgot to take visa for my untie and cousin....so for the second time in my entire life...bangkok denied me entry....so here i am waiting at home...for him to pick me up and head for terrenganu...and my uncle want to drive there....so im not quite optimistic at the moment....we might end up in banjaran titiwangsa....dam....owh well those were the bad stuffs....im so glad to be back to my room..cause its like sanctuary....i finally watched " The Butterfly Effect" and " Rambo 4"...which were both awesome...exspecially the butterfly effect..it was fuckin awesome...after memento thats my next favourite.....i heard that the second one was crap...so me not gonna watch it....Btw..the tamil movie KUSELAN with out superstar in it..is fuckin funny...probably one of the most funniest tamil movie ever made....all indians out there should go and watch it...trust me its not like any other rajni movies...its something more...they stole the cinematography effects from OM shanti OM...and a few other elements from other movies...but its fuckin good....owh well.....i hope terrenganu would be fun...but im not gonna count on other people....cause im gonna take my laptop with me...oh yes she is comin with me.....with a stack of dvds and the Yes Prime Minister collection...just in case things get boring....hopefully alls well ends well.....Prom was awesome...although there were a few fuck ups the audience didnt know about.....but it was a good night...im happy that everyone enjoyed it..Tan Sri made a public apearance live on stage..thanking the sponsors and all..i think i will make a very good Malaysian Politician....someday....lol....me, arjuna, mr bigsam, erwin the funny fuck, sonu son of shebby and Mr. President...all crashed at CITITEL MIDVALLEY for the night....which was awesome....cause the moment we got back to the room...i had the best shower in the world...three of the bafoons went clubbing allthough i warned them that it wouldn be that fun...i mean y go when u have 1 JD..1 Bombay...1 Absolute...1 crate of carls...and a bag of greens....so me, sonu son of shebby and Mr. President stayed back ...and wacthed 4 episodes of BLACK BOOKS ( which is a fuckin funny british tv series)(if u wan go youtube it...Black Books series 1 episode 1)...so we watched it in a different level of consciousness....if u know what i mean...LIQUOR + GREENS + FUNNY VIDEO = HEAVEN...we laughed till we crashed...then the three stooges came back at about 4 somethin....and rocked the room till we woke up...i officially got up at 6..but i did pop my head out now and then to laugh at ERWINS stupid but funny jokes...fucker i tell u....he was on fire...so....at about 6.30....the rest were fast asleep...so me and erwin went down for complementary breakfast....i ate like no tommoro....cause i didnt eat much at prom...only took a bit of spaghetti and tauhu...pluss 2 pieces of dessert...we checked out at 2 sharp...and i bought donuts and 1901 to bite in the car...then michael dropped me at summit....oh yes ladies and gentlemen...i watched THE DARK KNIGHT for the second time....and it was good as the first time...after that everything went wrong...like what u read at the top.....i know its abit weird...cause people start from back to front or front to back...but this post is all over the place...well cause thats exactly how i feel...the excitement of prom and the dissapointment of bangkok....all emotions bundled up together....lol.....

plans

2008-08-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

WhAt MiGhT HaPpEn tOdAy

hmmm.....im goin to coll at 10...then chill till 1 ...cause at 1 i gotta go for the stupid briefing ..oh yah i almost forgot...im GRADUATING from taylors ADP today at 3 somethin...lol...uncle comin down later today...probably getting my new phone..which will be his old pda a dopod 838pro....its kinda cool...owh well beggars cant be choosers...ive booked 4 tickets for a tamil movie at 8...hopefully will get to watch it...all u indians out there...Its RAJINIKANTH punya latest movie la....how not to fucking watch...its called Kusilen btw...its playing all over...i booked the tickets at sunway...after that ill probably book the hotel room for saturday....then sleep...lol...sounds fun ainit...but man propose god can dispose....so to god..pls for fucking christ sake...stay outta my plans nigga...if not imma gonna ...k...i cant do anything to u....so pls let my plans be....do the brother a favor....hmmmm it actually kinda feels funny that college is over..it has a good but sad feeling to it...well the only good thing is that im not the only one feeling it...

exams

2008-07-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

A Piledriver Up the Arse

when i did my maths paper today...its was all good for the first 5 questions...then it just got worse and worse...like a piledriver up ur ass....cause u c the tip of the pile driver was just like the first 5 q's that u dont feel shit..and once the broader part hits u...its question no 6...and as it goes to 10.....the piledriver gets broader and broader...finally u just give up....owh well..its all over...for the next few months ..other than toefl..no more ExAMs....hahhaha...im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......im sorry for the rest of u out there whose studying..like shit for next few papers....my good luck wishes are with u all....MAY THE FORCE BE WITH UUUUUUUUUUU......

smal smal

2008-07-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

all the little things....

sigh...yet another day of accomplishment ....y the sigh u ask..owh well...its a relief...tomoro yet another day....the final battle takes place at 11 to 1 pm at 12.2 between me and my maths paper...i killed physics today..i just one more enemy to defeat...Sauron !!!!...after that..its back to the shire..for sleep...sleep...and even more sleep...and play....and play.....and even more play....neways...this post is a private message to all confused reader out there...how do u know whether ur confused or not..well let me tell u...People who want something to happen but already knows it cant and wont happen..but has the choice to move on but dont want to...but then yet slap themselves now and then telling themselves that it wont happen...one advice...come out of ur body and take a look at urself...sometimes u need a third person view to knock some sense into that head of urs...thats the only advice i can find....only u and u alone can solve ur problem...not me..not others...i think there is an old saying....GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES FIRST

ezekiel

2008-07-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

Ezekiel 25:17 from Pulp Fiction

The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you.

tan sri at home

2008-07-27T14:46:00.003+08:00

Tan Sri at Home

Mom: What the hell ...phone bill is 120 bucks....u wait..i think im gonna just ground u...huh...y must i make ur life easier....
Tan Sri : Eechtualliiii....i understand..that life is not easy..hmm..so thats y we need to spice it up a bit...hmm....with a little shouting here and there...which makes life a bit more colorful...Further up if u look at the current situation....grounding is not the correct measure...u c we run on tight budget...so there will be inflation now and then....but that doesnt mean we ground the country ...hmmmm....but we can do one thing....which is what we democratic people do..hmmmm....we just make other peoples lives easier...that way..that way all of us live in peace and harmony....hmmmm...i know...hmm...i know...it is easier said than done...but....sometimes...we just have to start these things at home...

new kit....

2008-07-26T19:50:00.005+08:00

ARSENAL"S NEW KIT

OMG....im so in love with arsenals new kit...exspecially the away one....
this is the new home kit..looks familiar doesnt it..well it follows the sega DREAMCAST kit when they won the 1998/1999 season....
this is the new away kit...the one im in love with..it has the famous 1989 red strip(the sleeve) to mark the victorious victory at anfield....

speech class madness

2008-07-25T18:38:00.007+08:00

SPEECH FINALS

Fei u wanted more pics there u go...lol..

my speech class being serious

My Speech class gone crazy

This is my finals group...thats Wen Ling on the right...one of the wackiest guys in my speech class...beside me is Ye Shan a.k.a. the workaholic who hates movies..but to be honest we wouldnt have pulled it through without her...thanks for rushing us dimple face(look closely and u can c her dimples)...and last to the left is Isaac..who practically has fake emotions..lol...but one fucking nice guy la...quite a cool chinaman..and im the fat fuck with the baseball bat..

This is Timothy Su a.k.a Ye Shan punya bf...nice fella from sarawak...he adores me to the max...said so himself when evaluating me for my inpromptu speech..very innocent fella...had his first ciggarette in australia...but didnt like it....but i dun know somehow he ended up lookin like a gangsta in this pic..

I just randomly jumped behind them...they didnt know i was there..lol...thats seyen in the middle..she is like a bouncy powerpuff girl la...

retardation

2008-07-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

Retardation

hahahahhaa...im finally bald again....i got dam sick of my hair...i want to grow it long but the process is fucked up....dammmit..i went to the hospital again today....took another nebulizer...sigh...the irony is that i was playing PANDEMIC 2 the other day..and i have all the symptoms today...funny ainit...speech went well although i thought i was constipated throughout...she liked it..she said that i was very focus today...WELL THATS BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO BREATHE WOMEN !!!!!!.....caame back home and crashed onto the chair...now i have to do my physics project report...cause sometimes they just make me wanna cry...goddammit....y do i have to do everything....but finally they came up with somethin...some shit with faraday's law all over it....i skipped my maths test..but im counting on me finals...physics should be a piece of cake...but I WILL MISS SPEECH CLASS just like Theatre

sick

2008-07-24T02:11:00.002+08:00

Im sick like a dog

oh god...today morning i have a test and speech finals..and i feel like shit..my lungs is fucked...and my throat looks like a watermelon....i dunno know la..if a survive today...i let u guys know when u c my next post....i just gotta focus...someone always told me that there is a reason for everything...i just hope that the gods have a blardy good one for this situation of mine...till i survive PEACE!!!!!!!

where the fuck are my titles...arghhh

2008-07-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

FUCK?>>>>fuck fuck.....one moment they are there....then their not....oh dammit...woosa...woosa

Wong Sue Anne can FUCKING ACT.....

2008-07-23T00:25:00.001+08:00

look look its a bird..no its a plane....nah its just SUE doin work faster than a speeding bullet and kicking ass harder than a steel train (this women can throw a punch that can knock ur socks off...i got one right on my liver)...and so there she goes...not superman style but a SUPER DUPER HYPER ANIME CHARACTER.....

her expressions are like godlike..and she has the guts to tell me she cant act..lol...i mean LMAO....i mean wtf !!!..lets ask our Tan Sri about this matter.

HUman : ahem ahem Tan Sri ...would care to comen on this statement made by Yugi
saying that anyone can act...
Tan Sri: eechtualliiii anyone can act...according to our national logistics
department..it is proven that our analogy shows that anyone can act
...provided...hmmm...provided given the proper role la......
human : oh thank u Tan Sri....

Tan Sri : NO mention..no mention..

so in conclusion....Sue U can ACt...and ill think ill write a script for u...hahhahaa....bring u into this world as an actress

AccePteD..UpdatEd..and RebOOtEd

2008-07-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

Guess whose back ...back again...YUgi's back...better be afraid...

Everyone kept asking whether i had a blog or not....during these recent BLOGWARS...i said yes but i never layan it redy....

BUT

the next thing they said really boosted my but la..

.THEY SAID : U know yugi...it will be dam cun to read ur blog...

So i went back home...reconstructed my old blog...and Renovated it...so...do look forward to more interesting and exciting new...in the coming post...but for now..i gotta go do my SPEECH FINAL OUTLINE.......arghhhh.....ye shan is gonna wax my chest ...eyebrows...hands and legs...cause i was suppose to send it to her by 3 pm today....so guess whose gonna be hairless tomolo...

V for Vendetta intro

2008-02-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

V: [Evey pulls out her mace] I can assure you I mean you no harm.

Evey Hammond: Who are you?

V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.

Evey Hammond: Well I can see that.

V: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

Evey Hammond: Oh. Right.

V: But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.

V: Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
[carves V into poster on wall]

V: The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.
[giggles]

V: Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Evey Hammond: Are you like a crazy person?

V: I am quite sure they will say so.

frustration

2008-02-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

dammit....my stupid psp.....
i have been trying to download games and all the one i did couldnt work....i am so fuckin pissed...
arghhhhh...i have been doing housework for the past one month.....from plumbing to cooking...and its not fun anymore....tired....listening to bat county now.....relaxing a bit before i get called upon again....ive got exams comin up...arghhhh......havent studied shit yet.....so far addicted to sensual seduction......at least this workload stops me from being lonely.....stop thinking completely...talked to ma old buddies recently.....they r all doing good.....and they all ask they same thing.."when r u going to the states?".....i said that my flights delayed....how long?.... for about a year......i feel like screaming like chester " I wanna runaway!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Sweeney Todd : The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

2008-02-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

Antony

I have sailed the world
beheld its wonders
from the dardinells,
to the mountains of Peru,
But there's no place like London!
I feel home again...
I could hear the city bells ring...
Whatever would I do?
No there's...

Sweeney Todd

No place like London...

Antony (spoken)

Mr. Todd, sir

Sweeney Todd

You are young...
Life has been kind to you...
You will learn.

There's a whole in the world like a great black pit
and the vermin of the world inhabit it
and its morals aren't worth what a pin can spit
and it goes by the name of London.
At the top of the hole sit the previlaged few
Making mock of the vermin in the lonely zoo
turning beauty to filth and greed...
I too have sailed the world and seen its wonders,
for the cruelty of men is as wonderous as Peru
but there's no place like London!
--
There was a barber and his wife
and she was beautiful...
a foolish barber and his wife.
She was his reason for his life...
and she was beautiful, and she was virtuous.
And he was nieve.
There was another man who saw
that she was beautiful...
A biased vulture of the law
who, with a gesture of his claw
removed the barber from his plate!
And there was nothing but to wait!
And she would fall!
So soft!
So young!
So lost and oh so beautiful!

There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
and it's filled with people who are filled with shit!
And the vermin of the world inhabit it!

Its been a year since Winter 07..

2008-02-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

its winter 08 now..im still stuck at the same blardy place,
its winter 08 now..i dont live alone anymore,
its winter 08 now..my friends have gone,
its winter 08 now..new friends have come,
its winter 08 now..things were not as they used to be,
its winter 08 now..people change,
its winter 08 now..people change but not for the greater good,
its winter 08 now..i changed,
its winter 08 now..it was not for the greater good,
its winter 08 now..i found someone,
its winter 08 now..things were going great,
its winter 08 now..i assumed,
its winter 08 now..i had new responsibilities,
its winter 08 now..you couldnt take it through,
its winter 08 now..someone was self centered,
its winter 08 now..arent we all,
its winter 08 now..the wellsprings of human nature are deep and cloudy,
its winter 08 now..so..i broke up,
its winter 08 now..i carried on,
its winter 08 now..to be a better man,
its winter 08 now..yet i saw sorrow in her eyes,
its winter 08 now..i started thinking why,
its winter 08 now..a women i could despise,
its winter 08 now..she was sweet,
its winter 08 now..she was nice,
its winter 08 now..she was right,
its winter 08 now..i was very lucky to have her,
its winter 08 now..she is gone,
its winter 08 now..as one flower dies,
its winter 08 now..another flower blooms,
its winter 08 now..should i pluck it,
its winter 08 now..or should i not,
its winter 08 now..i am confused,
its winter 08 now..so is she,
its winter 08 now..the fear was still there,
its winter 08 now..repeating my mistake twice,
its winter 08 now..i think i shall wait,
its winter 08 now..as my feelings grow deeper,
its winter 08 now..i fear i would lose her,
its winter 08 now..she is troubled you see,
its winter 08 now..by many mysteries,
its winter 08 now..save her i must,
its winter 08 now..from loneliness with trust,
its winter 08 now..hope we would be together,
its winter 08 now..only time can tell whether,
its winter 08 now..i ponder on many things,
its winter 08 now..but only one brings me grief,
its winter 08 now..something i had for 2 years,
its winter 08 now..burned down in front of my eyes,
its winter 08 now..the jewel of my existence,
its winter 08 now..i hope i shall c it again,
its winter 08 now..i have lost my freedom,
its winter 08 now...

friendship

2007-04-24T02:56:00.000+08:00

life oh life...a friend of mine once said. little did i realized how meaningful life could be. the semester is coming to an end. The new friends i made are beginning to deteriorate as the the time flies by. Three more days of winter 07..sigh...I made friends with all kinds of animals...A hypo, a poodle, a seal, a retarded camel and a laughing hyena. What can i say with me being a bear so i guess i should open up a zoo..but who would want to come and c a zoo full of indians. That would be devastating. I would say that this was the best semester i ever had in adp and would probably be the last(if i fail) . So i look forward on finishing this sem and beginning a new sem to spend time with these animals and probably meet new breeds. This sem is a bit special cause a unusual rare flower attracted me. I am currently trying to pick this particular flower but time is what i and the flower needs. So i am waiting for the flower to bloom completely. .. like what my friend said AH LIFE LA MACHA

Back to the future...

2007-04-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

it has been long since i blogged but unfortunately when i tried today, i realized that i had forgotten my username and password. Luckily google offered an upgrade...so i took it and here i am taking crap again for u all to read.